Oh god
24 04 2008First, let me say that I don’t think I can navigate the new WordPress. They went and changed everything on me but I guess it’s my own fault for not posting in so long.
So, remember this past fall when my bestest friends in the whole world visited my office for like 4 weeks?? Yeah, you know, the HVAC guys. Well they’re back. And they’re still staring. As Molly put it, they are my nemeis! I despise them and they are a nuisance.
I get it, you think I’m cute (that’s an assumption but it sounds good) and you like my big boobs but do you have to stare every time you walk by?? Pretty soon I’m going to shout “NO I will not go out with you and NO I will not show you my boobs!” Jeez.
So, the boy I’ve been hanging out with for the past 5 months left for Maryland today. He’s working there this summer and might move to Orlando after. Needless to say, I probably won’t see him ever again. I have to admit that I am sad. Everyone says I’m allowed to be sad but I’m struggling with it. I don’t know exactly why I am feeling this way.
I know he’s not my soulmate and probably could never give me what I truely want, so really it’s not a big loss. But at the same time I’ve seen him every weekend for the past 5 months! I’m so used to his company that I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself now. I think that’s what it is. I’m going to miss the companionship. Because I’m feeling generous, here are some pictures of us, you might recognize one from an earlier blog:
Yeah, we never take very serious pictures. And I’m way too cute for him (I’m just trying to make myself feel better). I guess when all is said and done, I know I deserve better and I know he’s out there somewhere. But I’m still going to be sad until tomorrow. I’m only giving myself a few days because I leave for San Francisco on Saturday for a week and I don’t want to be sad then.
I heard somewhere that it takes half the time you were in a relationship to fully get over someone. So maybe in 2.5 months you’ll feel totally fine again. And you know what? That’s OK. Matters of the heart are tricky.
And you’re right, you’re way too cute for him.
xoxo
I hate.
HATE.
When guys drive by me when I’m walking and honk the horn or yell something. What do they think I’m going to do? Say, “come baaaack! Come baaaaaack!”?
Although, I will admit, it is a nice ego boost.
Sorry about your guy leaving, though.
Second what Molly says.
Ah the hvac guys are back, no fun, does the hair on the back of your neck stand up when they walk in the room? I dare you to stare back and make a disgusted look a the same time, that would be funny
Who is this other Valerie?? I like her comment, she rocks!!
Sorry you are sad, but you will get over it in your own time, but you are not allowed to be sad on our trip, or I’ll leave you on The Rock!!
and you are much to hot for him, you deserve brad pitt!
It’s tough when you get used to the companionship! I hear ya! Feel free to come spoon with me anytime! Hahahaha.